InsaneJournal

Current mood:	contemplative
Current music:	Elder Scrolls IV: Oblivion
Entry tags:	9/11, livejournal, rambling

Also...
I only just realized what day it is as of just now. Another September 11th rolls around...some, what, five-six years after? Hard to imagine its been that long.

I still remember being there in my Biology class (10th grade, I think, so six years) and not knowing what was occurring because the TV in our room didn't get a good signal. It wasn't until later upon arriving at my grandmother's on the bus and turning on the TV that I realized what had happened. And it hurt to realize that this had all been going on whilst I had been unknowing; just sitting there idly drawing in the sudden free time. I knew no one there but...I felt disgusted to know that I hadn't realized what was going on and whilst it did I was drawing.

Silly, yes, I know but still. Its how I felt. And I don't know why exactly I'm rambling about this NOW, so long after the fact - though I'm fair certain I wrote something about it during the fact - but I am. Blame it that it is minutes from 2 AM and my brain is starting to waver between true consciousness and sleep.